Fren..

There are some person who are important in my life...
some of them mayb stil remain as fren, cz they are male..
one become my kor..

and u...
when i found tat i love u..
i tot it is everything...
until u x feel to continue anymore..
i reli duno wat shud i do...
i reli hope u can make ur decision wid me..
including me in ur daily life..
n share wid me...
but hard gua haha...
i m too greedy...
feel lik i m useless...
haiz...

if we become fren again..
wil those problem been solved?
will te problems occur in love relationship wun appear anymore if we are fren?
i scare..
dun wan break de lo...
but cant force u...
plus spm is near le..

i x wan lose u lo..
if i become fren...
my position in ur heart oso wun same as or better than wen yi them gua..
owes is jz i questioning..
talking to myself...
haiz..
answer...?
no1 answer me...
u mean fren..
but how fren u ll be wid me.?
how much will u lik me n care bout me?
will u show out n make it as action tat i need?
will u zhu dong care me?
msg me?

i kno u stil my fren..
jz i feel lik losing something to hold..
feel lik wandering in te world..
is it beacause u x wan pakto yet?
is it because u not enuf time to spend on pakto?
i have many question..
plz talk to me more actively..
let me express out o of these..
i reli dun hope my heart ll b closed...
i x wan to suffer o of these alone...

mavis..
do u hear me?
i wish u wun giv up on me tat easily..
hopefully u kno wat i think in my heart..
and can comfort me by solving my question........

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it is another blue night...
when i m alone..
jiu shi tat hungry of love...
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i reli dun wan being disappointed anymore...
i oled x believe in everlasting le..
plz x show betrayal...
no fake promise plz
x simply promise too
do promise me bout these....
lastly...
i m alone..
alone is not v qi cham..

jz i feel lik u x let me grab dao..
tats y i now jz lik a weak paper...
blow around by te wing
by those challenges in life...

GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i feel to cry...
can u find me a shoulder????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????/