tuan bai on 3o jan 2009

It hav been a restless day since i choose to chu dui this year..
but it did fulfill my boring day somehow..
chu 5 is t day for o te lion dance member to rest..
only the leaders n treasurer need to continue their chu dui..
jacky n me is going too..
it is fun..
in te afternoon, we went to tuan bai at ming,mavis,chee,jacky n wa de house..
it was tiring..
aftrer bak to home i m a sour plum le..
exhaust...
i need rest....

Concert Rehearsal on 19th of Jan

19th of Jan, this is the first day of school concert rehearsal..
and it is also the most busy and tiring day for me after these while.
Almost fainted but luckily i overcome it..
I still haven give up yet on my mind..
That drive me go on today.

When i was on the way walked to my class in the morning, i have feel the uncomfortable already
The situation turn worse because of the dream i have this morning..
HEY! IT IS REALLY REALLY WEIRD LER!
I nvr dream so often in the past.
ANd now, i sure will dream at least 4 times in a week.
It is exhausting especially those dream are weird also and it let me feel tire.

I went for prefects' sing practise then lion dance training also in the morning..
I skip my lunch since the time is not enough for me.
I need to prepare for the rehearsal..
Argh tiring.
But anyway the rehearsal today hav end..
I have my short nap after bath..
But i stil feel exhaust when it is about 9 pm..

Life..
Like a traveling train...
Never wait for the people who miss it..
If you miss the first turn, u can only wait for the second turn..
or catch the first turn by run faster than it..
I think..
i have no more time to wait for second turn..
I am now searching for another road to take me to the destiny..
TIring but restless..
Life is so beautiful while we still can take a deep breath..
Interesting.
i hav been try my best to catch up wid the syllabus this year and i feel satisfy after i get the knowledge..
i feel proud after i manage to improve myself..

I will rest more..
to WOrk harder..

14/01/09

Time flies, he have been brought to another period of growing now.
He is the 1 called jai on the past..
Endless joy and care around him.
Somehow he is also the happiness for others..
Eternity of friendship is the 1 he eager for..

Destine everyone need to have their challenge from Evil..
A series of challenge is waiting for him also this year
Yet he believe in his dream in deep heart..
Some people that he want to protect and care..

It is the secret of a guy who want to be better in order to protect, help everyone..

A tough year for him in 2009..
Miracle is the 1 he working hard for..below is the thing on his mind

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2009

The most important thing this year---STUDY!!
I dont want to waste my study time in secondary school anymore..
I MISS UP A LOT already...
within a year.. i want to work triple effort!! i wan to catch back what i miss up last year.. i want to master the lessons this years also.. i want to get straight A1s..
SRY for my selfishness
SRY for my helpless
SRY for my useless
I dont want let it continue anymore..
I have a target this year..
Either is go take ocean mining or development of world resources this subject
But since malaysia do not provide this 2 subject..
i think i cant reach the target le..
family wont support me to go oversea and we dont have enough money
so i make up my ming now..
i hope it is my real interest..
i wan make a company tat can beat Petronas n Shell!!!
I dont know what should i do so far,
but i ll study hard!!
Since this while..
i realise tat i no longer need frens..
i need buddies..
Buddies ll owes understand me even i may let them misunderstand..
they choose to believe..
THx God for let me hav buddies...
FRENS tat x believe in me..
i no longer need..
i m v tire already..
i hav been exhausted in form 4.
and now
i find back my little spirit
i wan to study well.
tats my motivation to keep going until now..
i hav being distracted by some important ple 4 me this while..
frens, kor..more...
I cant help or have more effort to care them..
I dont hav that much energy...
Or if they really want to give up on me now i am ok wid it..
but i wont..
just this year i need to handle my study first before i can do more things..
Buddies..
thx for company me so far..
FRens...
sry for i may hurt you all..
kor..
u are really important for me..
even when i am not thinking of you..
NOW,
i still feel weak n tire..
lack of stamina and my body keep feel sour n weak..
FOrgive my selfishness..
I still wan to survive after the secondary school and get a nice job...
cz i wan to help the plewho is important for me in future..
i want to let my family or even wife and sons or daughters have a comfortable life..
I am not useless.
i want to prove it..
COME!!!
CHALLENGERS!!
COME!!
I ll beat o of you down!!!!!!!!!!!
happy 2009