lol today reli so "nice" 4 me, wat a "nice" feeling n make me wanna read out some poems... tat 3 words de... No kidding n very serious... wat kind of comunication shud senior owes hav wif junior?
frenz o owes remind of te "senior" word? Respect? Wat a stupid n stubborn person i am... When i facing seniors, i take them reli as seniors, i respect them, onli if gt some reli friendly 2 me, i take them as frenz, bt less of them do lik tat, me nt active enuf? My fault? Wat shud i do? Argh, wat a useless de person... then wat shud others junior do 2 me then? take me as senior o fren?
Respect? lol...fren r better? Stil duno yet... Nth prove it yet...Nt dare 2 say any gosip le, kno it hurt since i oso scare of gosip...
Bt, today, even my frenz oso nid 2 b get angry.... Y? cz of communication problem, it owes present de... cz of attitude problem oso... when i say these.. i kno myself oso nt wat so geng n gud de person.. i'm sry then... nt onli tat, even some frenz de tone of talking, reli can let other ple misunderstanding, it is reli scary... i duno if i changed le? change 2 negative way... o i lose te respect from others.. o no ple wan 2 respect me actually...
Te feeling even deeper when i was given a task today... it is reli nt so ez de work... Wonder who shud i blame... it is bcz of tat person din giv me full information 2 make my work smoother? bt te fact is y dun i ask 4 it myself? N i oso nvr try 2 do it b4.. Mayb it is te chance 2 wake me up, tat i shud jz b a normal person, o i too seldom 2 do such work le, so i rust a bit... A alasan 2 cheat myself? duno.. very blur.. Wishing 4 a chance, 2 let me explode, tat no 1 kno i exploded, tat wun harm others.. tat i can 4get o of these
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