Tire..

te week after orien 08, since not so comfortable 4 me, since there r alot of hw nid 2 catch up. Bside wrying bout study, stil nid 2 take care of my relationship wif others, my attitude, my future, my health n my family.. Lol everytime i bak home duno shud chat wat wif my family, i cant find a suitable topic, o is bout scu life de.. Morever, once i bak home, i ll onli hav my computer, hp n hw 2 company me, they o wathcing tv outside my room.. te fun n joy i can onli find thru these things at home.. hw + scu activities r very kik enuf, problem pop out everyday, i nid 2 adapt 2 them oso.. Nid 2 think, refresh my brain n heart.. haiz. I ll feel hurt if my frenz not happy jz bcz of me, feel sad if they very fan.. wry bout their health n kor' health..

Fortunately, i stil got a few frens tat r very very close 2 me.. i duno if it is wrg 2 trust them ma, but in my mind, i shud trust them.. judging ple is very tire de.. it take long time..not jz a few action can decide everythings.. they giv me a feeling 2 trust them.. n feel lik very safe 2 b 2geter wif them although some of my fren leave me slowly le.. o i leave them le.. TIRE of being so bz, so discipline, so fan n TIRE!!! rest rest haha let me rest..

Mayb quit blogging for a period oso.. i nid cool down.. i kno expressing my feeling here is not wrg.. but mayb i reli nid take a rest.. until i get bak de feeling i wan.. haiz, bad dreams owes recently.. very scare 2 losing every1.. but it did in my dreams.. i cant do anythings else