Tagged

******* Bold the statements that are true for you. Italicise the statements that you wish are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.*******

I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love 2 shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with girls.
I'm obsessed with boys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I love being happy.

*******i tag:
1. Kor
2. Si Nan
3. Lii Ming
4. Amos
5. Chung Ong

Tire..

te week after orien 08, since not so comfortable 4 me, since there r alot of hw nid 2 catch up. Bside wrying bout study, stil nid 2 take care of my relationship wif others, my attitude, my future, my health n my family.. Lol everytime i bak home duno shud chat wat wif my family, i cant find a suitable topic, o is bout scu life de.. Morever, once i bak home, i ll onli hav my computer, hp n hw 2 company me, they o wathcing tv outside my room.. te fun n joy i can onli find thru these things at home.. hw + scu activities r very kik enuf, problem pop out everyday, i nid 2 adapt 2 them oso.. Nid 2 think, refresh my brain n heart.. haiz. I ll feel hurt if my frenz not happy jz bcz of me, feel sad if they very fan.. wry bout their health n kor' health..

Fortunately, i stil got a few frens tat r very very close 2 me.. i duno if it is wrg 2 trust them ma, but in my mind, i shud trust them.. judging ple is very tire de.. it take long time..not jz a few action can decide everythings.. they giv me a feeling 2 trust them.. n feel lik very safe 2 b 2geter wif them although some of my fren leave me slowly le.. o i leave them le.. TIRE of being so bz, so discipline, so fan n TIRE!!! rest rest haha let me rest..

Mayb quit blogging for a period oso.. i nid cool down.. i kno expressing my feeling here is not wrg.. but mayb i reli nid take a rest.. until i get bak de feeling i wan.. haiz, bad dreams owes recently.. very scare 2 losing every1.. but it did in my dreams.. i cant do anythings else

Till te end of orientation programme year 2008

Onli a whole week time left for us 2 do te orientation program, te coming of end oso mean tat i nid 2 think te way of closing ceremony oso.. Instead of closing, i oso gt other works 2 do oso.. Cz of te limit of time n bz works around, nearly feel lik wanna giv up.. Doing other stuffs tat r actually not my work.. Mayb in danger anytime... Bu shuang by alot of pple...BT they din even kno wat kind of stuff top 5 r facing, n wat hav we done for they o... It may seem ez job, bt te stress bhind is more n more serious than wat u can imagine... After te opening ceremony, i can say is short of idea le.. lazy 2 think oso.. So, after discuss wif Jacky, my partner 2 take care of te closing ceremony, we pass our work 2 Choon Man n Amos... 2 person tat may not can communicate well....

Feel lik a bit irresponsible oso when i make tis decision wif Jacky... Bt, i though tat let other ple do it mayb te best way le... Since they may gt new idea n te 1 take over te job of us r te 1 we blieve... Feel hurt smth oso when seeing my frenz suffering for think te closing ceremony oso.. Stress come into them.. Alot of problem oso come out in tis week of orientation program, i nid 2 fan bout te new students problem oso.. then te relationship wif others..

Bt, when te last few days, some ajks hav been stay bak at scu n start 2 prepare for closing le.. Te idea made by them b4 hav fail bt they manage 2 find another way 2 solve
oso after bia n bia.. I oso very admire those 2 frenz who helping me n Jacky in te closing ceremony.. Without them, no 1 will do te closing ceremony le.. haiz..

Finally, te last day hav come, it is 00 0o showed on my hp... i feel very nervous.. since te closing oso haven done yet.. When it it bout 0230, i reli made a big mistake.. a childish act.. i use te marker pens 2 draw n write on ajks' face.. although there r oso lots of ajks do it wif me, bt i reli did wrg.. i was te 1 who do tis 1st n effect tio others... I wan 2 say sry here for my rudeness n te inconvenience i bring 2 u o... I take my following time 2 cool down outside te hall then... I feel sad tat time when i was tot by my gud fren, tat wat i did hav make him feel sad... I jz wanna stay alone tat time, cz te closing haven done, i dun wan others 2 waste time on pei wo oso.. my gud frenz tat pei wo actually tat time gt go le, BT they stil find a gal 2 pei wo after tat.. Tat kisiao Wen Yi, do te stupid job again.. Ask her go in te hall 2 rest oso dun wan.. C her so tire le ler.. Wear short pant pula, sit bside me under blog G, duno how she manage 2 sabar wif te nyamuk n te cold temperature.. I sit there for bout an hour long.. control myself de emotion n refresh myself lol... Reli sry frenz if wat i did made u o unhappy, n mafan pple pula... Jz in a while, it is omos 7am le, then ajks din show their discipline well today n din cooperate well.. we o top 5 jz sabar... BT, when is te closing ceremony running on, i reli feel touch... It is perfect combination for me... AMos n Choon Man manage 2 done these in such short time.. a memorial closing.. tat remind me of orientation.. wat i facing b4, who owes chat wif me n help me... alot n alot.. i cry after te vip go.. cant stand le.. feel happy n sad.. i can throw away my pose le.. bt in te same time nid 2 leave o of te ajks i lik in tis orientation.. haiz.. My tears cant b controlled tat time..

Amos giv me his present.. the closing ceremony tat giv me full memory of orientation wid him... after he go 2 Austrialia, onli hope tat i can rmb tis closing 4ever.. n yet my best fren, Amos oso.. Although din train myself well in tis program, i oled feel very happy cz can spend my time wif my frenz 2geter b4.. My last year orien, oso lasy year orien wif Amos.. God bless o of us plz, let us live under ur bless n wishing

My 1st day of rest since last year holiday..

I sleep on 1.30am today, blogging n doing nth oso.. freezing in front of te pc.. bt stil gt some important stuff appear in my mind.. te relationship problem oso.. i gt my new kor le tis early morning.. Henry.. treat me so nice n understand me.. comfort me n help me 2 solve my problem.. at last willing 2 hav such a bro lik me.. haha..happy.. reli very tire today.. sleep n sleep o te time.. gt time 2 handle my relationship problem oso wif my family n frenz... haha.. wonder how many time i can rest in future? as i owes waste my time on stupid stuff lik think bukan-bukan..haha

1st 3 days of orientation..

actually, i gt very long de speech for here, bt i delete o of it accidentally!!! lol.. sad.. 1st day reli charm.. haiz i stay overnight at amos house le la te night b4.. bcz of family problem..i scold ajks oso today, so gt alot bu shuang me oso..

te 2nd day, opening ceremony make me so gan jiong.. reli kik.. bt at least nt sia soi..

3rd day, te day i most open mind, clear n positive in mind, so nervous nid change 2 rc uniform so fast after lion dance performance 2 do e team test.. afternon de station game most kik.. gm n station master set games in rain, then i duno if wan continue te games although raining o cancel it.. there is impossible 2 postpone le cz o material oled use n there r no budget le.. i so fan n sad oso when i saw my frenz feel wanna cry o even cry le.. then i camt help anything o even comfort them.. i run around te field bout 5 rounds after tat, wanna express my feeling tat cant help them, fan nao n let myself 2 b calm down n clear in mind.. bt duno y suddenly o of te station master around run wif me.. i crazy they oso..zzz.. bt after i run bout 5 rounds, rain start 2 stop le, i feel so happy, finally... ty god..today is oso karen's birthday, we celebrate it n then go eat 2geter le.. stay jz for chatting.. nt bad oso.. te kisiao de wen yi, ao dao her jiao huai, bei her go out 2 scu compound tis evening, nt so heavy la actually.. haha..bt very noisy.. today, i finally bak 2 my home le..

Duno wat 2 say

ty very much 2 frenz tat r stil supporting me, blieve me, help me, wry n care bout me... without u o, i am nth.. seriously.. te best frenz owes chat wif me.. appreciate it in deep..
Bt, if seriously gt ple gt misunderstanding bout me o dun lik me n i gt do any wrg, sry 1st... i put my frenz at 1st, seriously, i oso dun wan 2 lose my frenz.. if u think b my fren wun let u feel well, then i onli can say sry

end of year 2007

reli can say i nvr hav a holiday tis year.. te time i spend on scu r totally 2/3 of te time.. te 1/3 is sleeping time at home... i oso hav alami alot of things oso, can oso say sour, sweet, bitter n spicy o got.... alot of things nid 2 handle at scu, i hav feel lik i oso nt much communicate wif my family, i din guan xin them le, i lefft o te stuff 2 let my family solve, while i owes go scu onli... nvr do a job as a gud son...

i feel sour when my frenz nid my help, then i cant do anything well to help.. onli feel sweet when their problem solve n we can chat 2geter, bt feel bitter again when nid 2 away wif fren when work, nid 2 fan bout alot of stuff cz i am nt mature, haven grow up alot.. te 1 spicy for me is henry gtg le after tis year... haiz, he definetely help me alot, cant imagine te life without him.. will miss u henry, thx 4 wat hav u done 4 me.. support u oso when u nid o no nid