The motivation from God

In order to expose myself to others,
i reopen this blog.

I wish to learn to manage my relationship..

I wish to spread the love and help others through this starting point too!

I want to be a counsellor in future,
and now, i m walking on the road God have shown to me..

Love is important,
I m trying to discovering more bout love..

Love is the gift from God,
we have no need to be selfish to give..

Lesson learn on 青团 27.02.10

“事奉人生” 是教会今年的主题，
今天的青团聚会就是针对这给于专题。

God is the Boss，
this is the lesson i learned!

I have clear of the cause of the problem i m facing all this time..
i was desperate since i duno why i have different attitude in different situation
i was desperate too since i duno how to put my love in action
but thanks God i know what to do now..

It is just bcz of a question,
Who is your boss?
who is your boss?

Thanks God..
you are my boss, you are my lord..
i should serve you all my life..

Because of you,
i understand what is love,
You are the love.

I should admit You as my only Lord and Boss..
My Lord,
no matter where i am,
no matter what situation i m having of,
no matter wat am i doing,
You know all of it..

I have been "blindfold" before this,
so i have so many different attitude,
i was acting differently to different "Boss" before..

But,
i should bear in mind tat,
you are the lord i m serving,
i do no need to lap Your shoe,
You do know all bout me.

i just have You as my Lord in my life,
i love You,
so i want to spread Your love toward me to others too..
I'll learn to think of you and love others at anytime..
You are my Lord,
i have to love others and i wan to love others too,
You are my boss,
How can i betray you?
=)
My Lord, give me the strength and intelligent to overcome these..
Amen


P/S: PLZ forgive me if can't understand of what i wrote, my standard of English is low, but i am sincere.

Are you following the trend or holding tight the righteous?

Oh my heart,
i have read an articles at pujut church' notice board this morning,
it is bout the "MEETING AND PLANNING OF SATAN & DEVILS"
it is a factual articles, but i dun think every1 can understand the true meaning of the article,
same as the meaning of gospel and who is the God as well as where we come!

My heart, i thanks to the God to let me have some discussion with you..
My heart, i thanks to the God to let me understand of i have to clear my mind once again to hold back the righteous..

OH my lovely human beings,
Devils are evil,
they are aiming for the failure of human..
What kind of failure is that?
The failure of having a closer relationship with God..

The failure of having a closer relationship with God

OH my lovely human beings,
High-tech stuffs haven't been invented since 50 years ago,
there are no such things like computer, PSP, Plasma TV or even Internet.
BUT NOW, look around you plz!
look carefully!
use your heart to think, nt brain..
What have we loss if compare to the old age?
IGNORE those adv. knowledge bout these "high-tech" stuff we called tat they are lacking of,
We are the loser in fact..
I m not good in collecting facts or arguing as well as dabate..
thanks God for it!
i manage to use heart to think!

Oh my lovely human beings,
Those 70 s, 80 s people are so lucky..
haiz..

They have no entertainment at their zaman..
They are so lucky for it..
they can concentrate on study,
exploring bout philosophy,
the meaning of life... * not the meaning we tot is v meaningful, but the righteous*
so nice...
There are so much distraction now..
Sales, games, money, business, work, fun, parties...
Speechless...

Oh my God,
give me the strength plz..
so tat i can hold tight Your rightous..
Amen..

I like choir!

Wow, the choir practice today make me feel good...
i manage to catch up more on notes as well as more familiar to the keys hehe...
Thanks God n those frens who helping me all the time..
Xiao Hong, Moses, Jeremy, Curtis, Ah lik,Pei Yi hehe...
but i scare i ll miss up the choir practice on every fri or even tuan qi on every sat if i start to work as part time worker..
hope God can lead me as well as give me a harsh situation tat i m manage to go through..
I should hungry for the growth of my soul..
hmm...
anyway.. frens, plz remind me n give me support to hungry for church activities all the time..
thanks =)
the life in church is so meaningful.

A challenging task

Well, i have went to Parkson to search n apply for part time vacancies this afternoon..
It was my first time to have such war..
well i reli expose to a little little bit more to the society..
T.T... it is not easy for me to put down my pride...
i m quite a hypocrite.. sigh..
but thanks God i have such chance n courage to make it out..
At least i m discovering more bout myself through this chance...
i reli duno i m a polite man or wat lol..
or i m just pretend to be polite in front those future employers?
duno.. at least it was a good try..
Arrr... these thing are not easy for me eh..
actually, i m just a nonsense in this world..
i dun have much knowledge or any adorable background...
i just hope i can have a heart tat God ll like to do until the limit God have given to me..
but i owes limit myself 1st before tat..
Hmm, i reli dn have much confidence...
May God lead me this nonsense all the time..
i m having a messy life with sins...
if i m employed, i hope i stil can have te passion to folllow the God...
Amen

Sien

Mood spoiled..
Peace disturbed...
Shao ah!
Why you jiu shi dun understand i need so much courage n independent to do all of these and i m trying to make it out..
i need to prepare myself most of the time just to overcome my inner weakness..
but you... but you...!
but you.... make my world in a mess again..
haiz...

Hmm, exercise is so cool

Well, just have some basketball shooting this morning,
though my shooting rate is so so so low..
but i like the lifestyle whereas exercise are present.
At least i know i am doing something beneficial..
=)...
after the bath, i can feel bit bit..
There are love in myself when i m exercising...
though alone...