I had just wake up from a sweet dream.
It is most probably only a dream but hardly become a reality.
I am quite sure about it when i am comparing that dream with the situation i am having now..

Well,
i had chose not to feel disappoint about it,
despite,
i m glad that i can experience the sweet moment once in my dream.. =)

I am putting effort to had myself change my view of thinking when i am desperate.
Being tough is not a simple task by myself,
perhaps God lead me so well..

To some1 who is having a miserable period in his/her life now,
all i wish to say is,
Life is never a smooth path,
It need lots of elements to overcome those hard moment too..

I am willing to listen and accompany you through the moment
as long as you are willing to seek for help..

*I used to lock myself in own view and world too when i m facing troublesome matter before. It is not easy for 1 to go through these by own, especially human had the habit to magnify things especially the problems..

Love is the best element in recovery uses..
Don't ever forget to love yourself and the others though you are troubled.

I am praying for you,
my dear friend..

Form 6 starting..

Well,
I am having my further study in ch f6 which can only offer me sc stream for now..
I had get ready myself for any possible or even impossible situation before this..
*Glad that i had a long holiday before - 5 months..

I had prepare myself for fail or don't wish to transfer to art stream anymore due to the matter of time..the transferring progress may take months..anyway, I am trying to do better by working hard to study the subjects of sc stream at the same time i ll concentrate more on PA paper which is also compulsory subject for art student..

Well,
it is jz the second day after the class started,
i feel like losing stamina oled..
I am not calling it as tire or exhausting cz i understand that my situation is not the worst yet..
I pray often for this..
God ll accompany me, it is a fact..
cz He is the lovely God..

I may spend less time on more sharing of mine now onwards, though i always wish i could share more..
However, i'll still improve myself from time to time, to be a better man,
who can contribute to u,u,u,u... in future....

I used to learn n experience more everyday through some little "counselling" session may be between me n frens in the interaction..
Well, the conclusion i get may dun have those supportive scientific approval,
but i m glad for trying..

Take care ya, blog readers..
God bless..

Wanderer

IF i would asked to describe my feeling in my growth,
i would compare it with the feeling of a wanderer...

No point to ask others to understand me seem i know it is hard..

No point to join the others just because i am lonely but never alone..

No point to explain since it is not easy to understand a though of wanderer..

No point to influence by those who live out a so-called "meaningful" life..

No point to "bullshitting" with those who are "blindfolded"..

Last but not least,
It is hardly to realize the presence of a wanderer...

Opps..

Opps..
Doesn't feel good now..
Take care yea jaiseng!

Hmmm...
suddenly feel sympathy with those victim of cancer today..
Lord, plz guide me and lead my way..
Equip me with the strength i should have, to help those who in need..
I have to admit that i am a selfish person and sometime kinda "cold-blood",
i really don't know how could i understand my love better,
but i know You will lead me..

唯美 的回忆 =)

去年的今天，
是个很特别的日子，
是个无可取代的甜美。。

去年的我，
却思绪迷乱难懂像幅抽象画，
只搞懂年少的苦涩。。

对于幸福以为不远，
它却是昙花一现。。

咖啡的香浓固然有限，
正如人的情感表达也是如此，

当初，
你的确替我的咖啡加了砂糖。。

今年的今天，
我喝了杯 coffee，
甜美的甘苦中我似乎体会到幸福的另一滋味。。

今年的我，
努力过的很好，
你呢？


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灵魂栖息处

离乡之子，或迷失的羊儿，
可别忘了，
当初赐予你独特生命的那一位。


“他”是永恒的那一位，
守承诺的那一位。

我绝不撇下你，也不离开你。 【希伯来书 13： 5 】

一句话，
一个人却有可能需花上一生的时间在怀疑，也无法倘然接受。

然而，
“他”是信实的.

曾几何时，
你回归到灵魂深处？

避开世间五花八门的诱惑吧！
总有那一片青草地，
等着你栖息。。
＝D。。。

Case of mine, you could view and judge it in own way..

It is a hot noon..
I am still locked in this "square box"..
well, it is ok,
it is not the worst,

Appreciate every bad moment of yours,
Cause you will face with better 1!

I had once undergo a tougher moment at home during mid term holiday in last year,
l was limited in this "square box" as well..
Staying in a limited space for a long period could kill 1!
The temperature of that holiday was high too..
I was locked in a "hot pot"
I was once wanna commit suicide for times..
I told some person who use to b v close to me,
but there were non of them manage to giv me a rope to save me out..
I am holding the will of commit suicide for days..
There are no other things scary than that until now..
I am damn depressed..
Damn helpless..
I have forgot how i go through that moment,
but i have to say,
glad that i still can have my sharing here..


There is another case or i can say is a risky joke..
When i was still a probationary prefect in F4,
i use to carry out my duty around the school gate.
I saw a senior student that is more likely an offender.
I went to him and "advise" him to tuck in his shirt,
when i looked on his nametag,
i huai2 yi2 he use the nametag of others,
so i requested to check his bag to prove his identity..
HE REFUSE!
The climaks come around when he tumbuk the wall of the male toilet behind the Block E..
well, the war was still happening afterward, but thats not the point..
Guess wat? The name of that student is Melvin Phuah..
Same to the name of the younger brother of Michelle Phuah..
tats why i ll seek for the allowance to check his bag.. =.=
So funny to recall bout tis..

Life can always have surprises...
No matter wat happen, i jz want to glorify my Lord..
I apologize for the unhappiness i ever bring to any1 of u,
and i wish to spread the gospel and being a good witness all along my life..

Tats all i wanna share today..
Well, sry ya cz i din connect the phrase in better way..