Forever?

I owes dou believe in eternity, forever.
but, if it reli exist...
i think i hav destroy my own forever..
i destroy other's dream..
seem lik i stil not mature yet.. not a gud son, gud man, o even a gud fren...
keep going wid wat i believe,
is tat a wrg step?
i gt my dream,
even a bad dream...
i jz wan 2 believe wat i believe..
even te ending...
could kill me,
i jz wan 2 hav my way...
for me,
i not live 4 myself,
n not die for myself...
but
for my frens,
for te 1 i care...
i nt gud in social skill..
mayb tat is jz a stupid reason 4 u
i think so..
mayb i din think bout others..
sry...
when te star begin 2 disappear from my life le,
i oso hope i can hold it tight..
but cant...
it oled far from me..
it cant hear wat i say...
wat my heart say...
i oso....