I had tonnes of feeling

I spent my time from 1pm-7.30pm to play badminton and volleyball.
I had pushed myself too much and cause fatigue.

I am a normal person but want to be bit special at least to some1, that is myself.
I am a stupid person that ll over push myself.
I am a stubborn person who want to win and good in everything..

i feel tire,
Thanks God i m not mentally tire yet, perhaps soon.
I really want to join the worship!
I merely survive by my own weak will.

I admit that i had lack of confidence.
Thats why i always set myself a high expectation.
I want to improve more n more n faster n faster.

I had something bothering me actually.
But, i found that i don't have much wisdom while dealing with it..
Haiz..

God....
God.......