Depress!

I feel disappoint n sad..
haiz...
Things going worse with a nightmare i have this morning..
I have been killed n zhe mo by others for times every morning..
Is it cool?
=(

SICK

Wahahaha...

Thx god lo...
i m ok now hehe.. =)

Nigthmare..

Sigh...
Kena chase n murder again..
jump into sea?!! lol....
Zhe2 mo2 by people...
oh... i cant stand it....
reli reli bad mood..

=(

BE TOUGH..
and rely on God...
then i ll be ok...
will be ok....
=(

Emo-ing?

Zzz... i din go sleep but go online...
chat wid frens n try cheer them up..
lots of them is facing problems gua but i have lose contact wid most people le..
i reli she bu de to offline in this night..
i m afraid i dun hav much time like this to enclose my relationship wid others le.

it is a silent night..
the dropping sound of rain is like a typing machine...
type out my emotion and feeling..
i think...
i reli duno how to love anyone yet.. XD
feel so sorry..
feel sorry to myself too...
SORRY~

My hp is vibrating lol

XD~ luckily my hp stil can functioning ehh..
no rosak jiu hao..
it have been used as alarm clock only recently..
but it rang le last night lol..
hmm... feel warm bout it.. miss it
what a sweet night!

thanks God!
thanks gal..

My heart.. My life

Hmm.. i have lots of memory flash back in my mind recently..
Pimples "jump out" from my skin cause i sleep in late night too.. =.=
i was having conversation with my heart mostly..
my hp can no more entertain me or fill my life with cheers now..
but i feel lucky since i have God to give me comfort all along..
though i still greed for other companion in other time...
well... i reli have thousand tone of questions in my heart..
so much...
有时我会不禁回想，
为何，我会一个人在走我的人生。。
为何，曾经的知己都会离我而去。。
这让我觉得自己好有问题。。
也让我失去那自然的信心。。
并不好受。。
面对爱情，
我，始终如此固执己选。。。。
而我不明白，
谈恋爱的目标是什么？
我还以为，都是为了更了解，接受彼此。。
原来，爱也可自我设限。。
但或许，这会是我老掉牙时窃窃自喜的爱情故事。。。
它是如此的香甜，也带点甘苦。。
《完》。。。封闭的心 著
May God Bless You..
girl..

Jia You..

Don't mind bout those history..
Search for God!!
get closer to Him...
Amen...

Sourness

= (....
Why am i still greed for something tat is not belong to me anymore?!
Oh nononoooo~
I didn't see any hand around me...
except God.....
But, i m still feeling bad..
i am still greed about something in this world..


There is no light in the home...
i am standing still,
watching a scene of loneliness,
i am turning back,
looking on the stars with tears in heart,
i am in a sorrow,
waiting for the concern from others,
i am in a night,
walking the journey all alone....

Could u hear my voice?
Could u?
i beg u can't..
I can't too..
4 months...

LONELINESS
_ _ _
-(.0.0,)-
<:___:>

Give me a cup of water,
so i can make a coffee for you..
Give me a breath of air,
so that i know you are aside..
Give me a glass of wine,
if i can only dream for these.......

Attending the funeral for the first time!

i went for duan3 xun4 this morning=)
morning we have to attend a wedding..
then afternoon...
have to attend a funeral n help as wat we can..
first time to see a dead body without soul..
i duno how to describe the feeling..
i jz can say the things in this world r reli not lasting eternal..
except the love from God..
So dun be struggling for those things which r not meaningful..
live a healthy life to help others and love others..
like how God love us..
i feel lucky cause i stil alive...
still can miss someone....

Keep going with GOD!

Just get Second Runner up in the Imperial Cup lion dance competition in 2009..
Thanks for those frens in church who pray for me...
who wished me..
i appreciate it..
but mayb i stil replying cold..
sorry ya.. not in mood yet..
cause was bothering by something hehe >.<..
anyway.. I hope i can be keep going even further with God..
and then influence the person around me...
to accept this saviour!
Amen...


There is something better to lock in heart..
There is someone i still put in heart too.....
as time go by...