KiK aa....argh

haiz.. today? haiz.. 1 word.. haiz.. situation seem may nt gud now.. even worse.. cant cooperate a...
haiz.. so much problem.. haiz...

night... haiz.. haiz.. things lock in dewan suarah.. cant get back... haiz.. then.. haiz.. tml concert le.. Hav i done o my responsibility? duno lo.. stil lik tat lo.. duno concert stil ll ok ma.. hope reli can c changes.. haiz.. jz feel lik wanna scream.. alot things come out...

tire day..

concert rehearsal today.. so tire... but sure ll b more n even more tire wid te following days.. Alot problem occur lo.. Haiz.. those who no chance 2 c te free movie reli quite soi lo... not tat lucky haha..
well.. dota hero oso can appear in real life oso de o... Te riki... so near 2 us.. bt we din defend o... jz let him 2 spam skill.. haiz jz duno y tis riki ll kill teammate.. haha.. wow.. every1 dou v tire le today..
actually, i tot tat i can back home le after te rehearsal end at 5.30 smth.. jz receive msg from ketua.. nid stay back.. 2 help.. fortunately parent allow me 2 do so lo.. quite a hard job.. back a t 10 smth.. wow.. then struggle at night.. think of concert... more n more

Today is 14th of March..

IF today is te ending.. it mean tat today is oso another starting right? but if i dun wan ler? i stil nid start? can start? force it 2 end!!!?? force it 2 start!!!?? can i? Such things ll happen n owes happen..

Finally feel better le.. Time.. help me 2 hide o of it... keep o of it.. when i feel missing it le.. cai let it out can? NOT now.. plz.. i nid 2 b strong.. not lik now.. it shud not explode at tis time.. i gt my reason oso..

Ok.. *smile* ...so miss these sign... ok le.. cheer up every1...

For the people tat stil take me as a FRIEND.. and nid my opinion..

Well, jz wan 2 tell tat.. I m ok now.. dun wry.. everything is ok for me recently.. JZ tire nia haha..
U make up ur decision le right? Wun regret le right? If ur ans is right then jiu ok le.. MY ans oled not important le.. I cant say out my point le.. useless.. WIll stil support u.. at the back.. Even u make ur decision clear le.... N i v not agree wid it.. i stil ll let u do the things u think tat is right but not for me..i kno u gt ur reason de.. n it mayb the best way 4 u...u r my close fren .. today.. Everything ll b fine gua.. future oso.. so, cheer up fren... u look so tire n stress.. dun wry k? A fren ll nvr leave u.. FRen... Go 2 eat some swt swt de things ba.. will feel better lol...

2nd day of BSMM training camp

Well.. Omos late 4 te training camp today.. so nervous.. actually nid wake up at 5 to do smth else.. but i forgot 2 set alarm ytd le!! phew 6 am stil can wake up myself.. manage 2 prepare n go 2 hq by Jacky's car.. Dream owes recently.. mayb think too much? dream tat got ple sick le then jiu @#%&* blur blur.. actually i oso omos sick le.. feel lik shao shao de.. haha. o of tis jz bcz tat dark cloud!!

Te day b4 we oled hav a training camp for f4s..it was reli fun.. o of fren train 2geter.. we having a coarse.. in te coarse.. Jing Kwong let us c some wounds pic.. ZZZZZ reli scary n er xin.. Damn.. Fortunately i stil manage 2 take my lunch... After eating, i go toys world wif my frens.. Jacky, vincent them n sure those gal.. JOy them.. Quite enjoyng inside.. BT it was raining.. We stil wonder tat how can go bak hq.. stupid idea come out.. Using te safety tyre.. lol duno how 2 say.. jiu sheng quen tat use blow de.. stil gt so many type.. got 1 tat hav atap de.. so nice wun kena rain..ZZz..

When te rain turn little.. we jiu went bak slowly lo..enjoying.. BT BT te rain turn damn heavily suddenly.. suan le.. let it wet ba.. whole body!! quite enjoing oso la.. v xin fu ba.. under te rain walk slowly... lol.. v cold ler ..BT stil nid continue our training afterwards.. cold cold de.. jz my other frens tat wif me go eat jz now oso o wet le.. o cold cold.. jiu start bandaging each other.. some others ways 2 get warm oso.. then jiu hide into a room n discuss te games.. alot more..
We folo Ah ter car go eat at double star at evening.. quite delicious.. 1st time go there oso.. we stay till 9 2 help those who gt involve in inter unit 1st aid competition 2 training.. v funny.. enjoying.. v tire la after bak home.. play game till bout 11.30 pm.. sleep lo

Today.. zzz..training camp 4 members oso le.. i find tat myself dun suit 2 talk lo o lik communicate directly 2 others lo.. ZZZ as a lazy person, i lik 2 snake ^^.. When getting serious then jiu u may ask me go die.. lol today i reli quite angry ba v shao.. teaching te NEW MEMBERS 2 kawad.. too nervous o wat i duno.. feel lik they din serious then i oso say many times le seem lik no use.. tone reli too heavy le.. feel regret.. i scare them lik tat lol.. wat 2 "nice" person i m.. owes lik tat.. i reli not tat much talk 2 others tat i nt shou le eh o not around..i m so emotional stil n fierce!! stupid haiz.. stil ok la 4 te problem occured.. stil can under control.. duno la.. o new new de 2 me ..nid time.. but i duno how long it take.. cheers up.. smile.. duno whic can put down n whic cant.. practise till 7pm today for those inter unit de.. chatting training playing there.. campur..

jy jy.. stil gt long way 2 go.. FRENZ o te 1 not FRENZ.. gud luck bak ba..

How r u?

Well, din update my blog 4 so long le.. not reli feel lik wanna blogging recently.. I kno.. there r stil some frens stil care bout me.. even we din talk 4 long time le.. i stil can feel tat who stil fren.. n who r not going 2 b tat gud fren le..

Haha.. a simple "how r u" can change alot of things.. but since when we 4got le tis important thing..
when we start bz o care bout smth.. we focus on smth.. then less talk o 2geter wid some1 le.. these kind of things keep on happening.. even now i oso feel sry when din care too much bout those gud n close fren le..

RELI hope.. when we less talk o din hav so much chances 2 meet le.. stil can strongly believe each other.. think 4 each other..i duno if tis kind of friendship stil beside me.. i onli kno i wan 2 hav it...
sincere de.. NO 1 lik 2 lose frens.. BELIEVE tat.. appreciate wat we having now? dun destroy our own xin fu.. Care o not care.. frens r stil frens.. if we wan 2..