Response to "Courageous"

I came up with the resolution of "relationship improving" to people around me starting of June.

Well, i thank God for how He lead me incredibly in this aspect since the moment i made up my mind..

The other resolution is to be responsible to myself, especially in my study and future career as a teacher...

Hmm, well, im still capturing and welcoming any picture that God want to put in my mind regarding this matter.. 

Knowledge is vital, but without wisdom it is jz a weapon without a appropriate user..

The month i put lot of effort in study, until I am part blinded, this came to my mind..

I was acting like the machine, to receive formula and format..

I had forget the root purpose of my life, 

Him, the reason..

Thanks God, bro Nic (pastor of HIM Kota Bharu) preached about "Courageous" this topic last Fri and  i have just finish watch the movie "Courageous" (a Christianity movie) too..

I have my own understanding and gaining despite the movie which emphasizing on father' role..

However, i want to be a courage warrior..

Despite discouragement,

Despite doubts,

Despite disappointment...

I lose temper and emotion easily,

and when i do,

hehe, i have no idea what to do too lol..

anyway,

Thanks God for once again,

use the little time tonight,

to put something in my mind,

since i can hardly open out myself for Him lately..

Tiring

Oh my, what a harsh days i have currently..
Camping, senamrobik...

Instead of enjoy the camping at pulau, im actually dislike outdoor activity.In-charging of the 1M1S1M senamrobik can barely drive me crazy n discouraged.

Well, cooperation is hard to achieve if there is no understanding..
Yet, i always wonder why is it hard to gain understanding among people of different races..

I don't mean to blame..
I kept on blame on education we had in Malaysia.
Not only the system, but the way the children being brain washed directly or indirectly..

Haiz, victims of education..


However, thanks God i still gt my cg members, which are still supportive and cheerful, though not all the time lol...
I feel released after have my dinner with them..

Well, God,
let me continue to believe and grow with tons of questions in my mind..
LEt the answer come at Your right timing..