归属

离开了5个月,
终于回到了美里...
这还是我第一次能独自离家生活,

5个月...
其实可以有很多改变..
我真的很感谢神,
让我渐渐与师训的朋友变得更亲密.
事实上,
我是个爱钻牛角尖的人,
可是至少那儿的朋友都很亲切的接受,
我很开心,
特别是在槟城之旅,
甚至是各自回家时,
心里是满满的不舍...

在飞机里,
我其实很矛盾,
我开始在思考到底哪里是我的归属,
我对答案并没那么有信心...

是semenanjung Malaysia?是美里?
我很容易受影响,
哪里需要且重视我,那里就有可能是个归属...

现在,
只希望我能够定睛在神的身上,
依着活着的目的,
有意义的活着,
活出神喜悦的生活....
至少,神是 我们的归属...

The end of the First sem in IPG..

After few more hours,
i would have to move into the big hall for the last exam paper,
which i could tell that i didn't prepare for it.
It is because the covered topics are too wide, and yet i don't know what is it about lol!!
Hopefully can pass XD...

I ran from a COMPULSORY "gathering" in my hostel.
It start at 2 am and suppose it won't end within 2 hours.
I escape..
Due to some reasons,
i ran...

I would move to penang for a trip after tomorrow.
I am wonder about it. =D
I do miss Miri too, but somehow need time to adapt back if i back Miri..
I need sometime to ignore those gaps i ever have.

Friend's gathering is coming soon huh..=D
Miss Kevin, Choon Man, Rong Cheng, Duan Xun Friends, Church, Lv Zhou, and more...
haha but i know i cant over expect for everythings...
I have to learn to appreciate first..

Thanks God,
it is the end of 1st sem v v v soon.
Please lead me for the rest of my life too..
Amen..

Wake up wake up! Take your right move!!

I am getting further away from my right track..
I should follow the road shown by the God, but i didn't.

I was too focusing on those targets i wish to achieve and problems it seem to me.
I almost live for this world..

Pray!
Pray Pray!
PRAY PRAY PRAY!!

brothers and sisters in Christ,
hope u do pray for me as well if u see this post..

i don't want to live for own only,
i could make bigger contribution for God..
i need strength