Argh!!! =.=

I love u
I need u!!
Any1 willing to listen to me now?
I jz wish to tell some1 bout tat...
No matter who...

I jz hope..
some1 can believe,
can listen to me...
let me express....
tats more than enuf le =(


God bless....

"Scanning result"

Hmm... last few day jz having my birthday celebrated wid my dear frenz..
actually, i reli seldom hav chance to colebrate it lo..
family member dou wun te4 di4 celebrate it de..
dad n mum oso no show out any special feel too..
so i duno it is good o not la haha...
my family member is different but yet they are te 1 wun betray me..
long time din find some1 to talk talk le...
>< i wan to share bout my situation..
my feeling..
my stuff....


To my family:
Dad n mum, sry din b responsible to become a good son lo.. sometime do feel wan to xiao4 shun4 u 2 de... but din make it an action... sry sry.. i reli wan to have better communication wid u 2 nicely too d lo.. lik how other family do... can joking can care me can discuss wid me too...
but not like now... we jz live our own life although live under a same house!
Anyway, i shud say thx to u 2 too de ler.. but i m quite a shy shy de guy.. not reli can express thing lik tat... it not a tradition around my life.. because of te living style u gave, i can hav a mindset tat is rational.. although i do miss up something... i wun blame, mayb ll regret.. haha

To my siblings, sry i not a active member in tis family lo.. sometime u o nid help but i dou din help.. jz think for own n live for own.. i too care bout myself only when in tis home...
I hope i can have some growth la.. i wish i could become a person who like te family more than everything...


To my dear frenz:
thx for celebrate my birthday wid me ya! cause of every1 of u i cai slowly feel te warmth in birthday... Actually before tis i dou not dare celebrate it too de.. cause i scare tat these good moment wun last long n i ll feel v v upset...
Therefor sometime i ll think negatively la... cz i reli scare of alone.. when i cant feel te support n love.. P/S: i cant feel love in home mostly ler.. lols.. so for those who ever appear n be te 1 important to me... dun leave me la... haha... i hav so much of things wan to tell u o de... jz duno how 2 say... te feeling is deep inside my heart... no chance for me to hav tat feeling to out yet, otherwise jiu shi when i tell tat but others you4 dunno how i mean bout it.. and even misunderstand bout me..
Anyway.... i love u o... May god bless u o...

To the gal i care now:
Hmm.... I wish tat u r xin fu n happy.. XD
U are special... i wish i could pei u until v v end... no matter how te world change..

To myself:
haha hihi~ i owes dou talk wid u oled so i think no nid to mention here le lo haha...
i jz wan u to JYJY...
be tough..
be independent
let te 1 u care to happy...
dun sleep wid nightmare anymore=.=
be more talkative so tat others r easier to live wid u



AHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....
song...
Jai~ love youself more ya

Sweet dream!!

Woohoo...
i have lots of weird dream tis few days...
TOTALLY weird dao cant de tat type lol....
anyway..
there are some little stories are bout sweet stuff too...
Hopefully it can be realized in tis world! =)
thx god...

Jyjy... stay happy ya...