Here goes him, walking down the basement, to visit his store. It took him more than 2 hours to get in there this time. After leaving it for so long, the lock had gotten rusty and dusty. But he is a stubborn man, who don’t just give up yet. After some struggle, he manage to open the door. There it is, a smell of abandoned basement.
He sit in front of the
cracked tv as usual. Looking at it as if something is playing. He could spend a
night just sitting there and starring like that. After a while, he reach to the
diary on the desk. He used to write diary. What an old fashioned man.
With the help of the dim
light, he start writing :
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17 Mac 2015, MondaY
-Feeling contented. -
I am refreshed by God through a
sermon of Joseph Prince entitled “Grace Leads to True Repentance”. There was too much of message I received but I can’t share each of them here. Wish
I was given the ability to do so.
By today, I’ve realized that my self-righteous
which had hinder me from a true repentance all this while. I’ve realized the true
meaning of repentance, which I have been misunderstand and kept condemning
myself. I’ve realized, there’s nothing I can do to cleanse myself or live in holiness,
except let God’s grace to fall on me. . .
So today, I want to receive this TRUE
repentance. I want to have my breath, while aware that His grace is so awesome
and overflowing. I prayed that my soul be renewed.
I hereby also want to invite
more person to receive this gift.
“You don’t have to worry when you found yourself filthy and unworthy,
for God has knew it and He still love you, accept you and forgive you”
Reff : Grace Leads to True Repentance
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He don't seem to write much this time. Maybe because it is late night already, he looks tire after finish the writing. Putting back the diary on the desk, he then move to the sofa and sleep over there. He don't snore, but he sleep soundly..
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He don't seem to write much this time. Maybe because it is late night already, he looks tire after finish the writing. Putting back the diary on the desk, he then move to the sofa and sleep over there. He don't snore, but he sleep soundly..
