Heavenly or Earthly..

I just baptised in 5.2.2012..
hmm, well I had been reborned since 2009 actually, after a fall in relationship XD..
which i can never forget...

hmm, feel discouraged lately,
the more i commit to God,
i am more agree that following Jesus is hard, damn hard..
For times i stil doubting,
*(well, earthly things keep distracting my focus and belief)
BUT! i don't doubt bout the salvation given to me..

Just, i spend too less time for God..
TOo much have to be drain out, but less intake i take..

God,
if this is the life You had designed for me..
Let me walk through it with You..
asap XD
lol!!!

Just feeling blue once in a blue moon..

Time x stay static at a point... Well now then we may realize changes is unavoidable..

Positive change, negative change.. it differ among everyone.. The same thing, may good for A, but actually bad for B. It relate to perspective too..

There are changes which mould me to a better one, also changes which broke me like no way out.. Individual hav to change, to adapt to the society, environment, reality.. Well this may seem discourage.. But it is just a feeling..

Hmm, i just too like to stay in past.. Mayb, i shall stop to live in the past somemore, even it is just yesterday..