I just spent my time for a movie " What Would Jesus Do" instead of dota game which i usually play in this holiday..
hmm.. well, thanks God who touched my heart through the movie..It had been harden and blindfolded for long in this holiday...
Honestly, i promised to God something i have to achieve in this holiday.. but too bad i lower my defence to temptations...
There was really quite a lot of complicate situations for me.. complicate feeling and though were hunting me.. hmm, well i guess all these happened and came to me were God's plan.. To bring me into higher level of maturity in Him..
I don't reli feel good when im in a long holiday in Miri and locked at home lol.. It turn worst when i follow the living way of flesh.. oh God.. plz let ur kingdom come to my family asap..
God, there is really tons of question in my head.. i m desperate for the resolution and answer.. i need u lord... i need u.. i don't want the dark night..
