"You can’t stop the birds from flying over your head, but you can keep them from building a nest in your hair."

Well, I'm clearer that I'm still too vulnerable to people' though and respond..

Gosh, got to improve on that..
Perhaps order an anti-nest spray first..





God, I believe there is grudge and fear inside of me, keep holding me back, but I just can't recognize and deal with it..

I long for Your healing..

模糊的相片

“甜蜜蜜，你笑得甜蜜蜜，好像花儿开在春风里。。。。。。
兹。。。。。。兹。。。。。。”
当凯仁回过神时，
眼前的世界，尽是黑白的。
他观看，晓得他正处于一个七，八十年代的房子。那朴素的装潢，陈列的陶制瓷瓶，经典的收音机，没有一样是属于这个年代的。
房里的收音机时不时地在跳针，更衬托出那老旧的程度。


小心地，凯仁走向橱柜，眼目被琳琅满目的相片所吸引。他扫过每一张相片，脸上摆出疑惑的表情。他发现，每一张相片，都有个脸孔是特别的模糊。凯仁越是想，越是害怕，恐怕自己正上演恐怖片的男主角，转身想要离开。可这时，灯光灭了，凯仁不小心，失足了！随之，一个莫名的声音向凯仁靠近着，他想再次逃离，可他的脚不听使唤，他吓得脸发青，便 “啊。。。。。。”


事后，凯仁只觉得有些昏眩，当他张开眼睛时，才知道自己在飞机场的待机室睡着了。此时控制台正播放着温馨的最后提醒，让此时班机的乘客速速登机。噢，正是凯仁的班机！他赶紧收拾，提着行李排队去。当他检查自己的班机证件等等时他笑了。婆婆的照片都沾上了口水，必定是睡觉时流下的。哈哈，怪不得婆婆的脸，模糊了。。。。。。

凯仁愉快地，踏上班机，赶回家里吃团圆饭。



*祝读者新年快乐，平平安安！ 和家人共处美好的时间！ 神赐福你。。。。。。

The everlasting identity

Who am I, in other people' eyes?

I have kept myself drowning, fell into this trap again of questioning own value..

There were times that i thought that,

my presence is not appreciated;

my presence is not welcomed;

Some just take benefit and fun out of me...

Well, I must have forgotten my identity given by Him, which last till forever.

I am a prince of the kingdom.

I am a friend to Him,

I am His most precious son!

All of these is written in bible..

Thanks God for Your love,

Thanks God for Your wonderful reminder and perfect timing..

You are God of Wonder..

You are God who lead me to the meaning of this life..

猫的故事。。。。。。

偶然，在面子书上发现了以下这张可爱的照片。放为 "Profile Picture" 应该可以吸引不少个 "LIKE" 吧。。。

可殊不知，这张照片，竟有隐情，就是那么回事。。。。。。那只埋低头的小青。

在猫的村子里，可有这么一个传说。即拥有雪白之毛的猫，若当上村长，能带给猫们希望和平安！因此，村子里的猫都很崇拜雪丽这村长， 因它的毛泽白皙，犹如雪地，柔顺，犹如流水。。。并且，她非常疼爱村里的猫们。

但是，她的四的儿子，只遗传了她柔顺的毛，并没像她一样，拥有一身高贵的白雪毛色。反而每只都披着不同颜色的毛，也拥有不同的品性。

小蓝，善于管理，但目无尊长；

小橙，有小聪明，但自傲；

小青，谦卑，但笨拙；

小紫，有领导力，但妒忌心强。

到了这四个小猫成年的时候，也到了雪丽要交棒的时期了。

众长老都心有所属，纷纷推荐心目中的人选，然而决定权仍在雪丽掌中。

就在交棒大礼当天，雪丽毫无犹豫的让小青当上了村长。

当众人问起缘由时，雪丽说了一句：

“凡高抬自己的，必被降卑；凡自己谦卑的，必被升高.”

虽然雪丽的决定起初并无法得到所有猫的认同， 但当时间过去了，猫们也不得不承认，雪丽的选择，的确给猫们带来了希望和平安。。。。。。

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编完这小品后再仔细一读，还真觉得品质好差。故事走向太显明，死板, 并且语言不流畅。。。 =.=

东海岸的月光

转眼又是中秋节，今年也亦是身在异乡，处在制服团体的营会，只身赏月。
可也称不上赏月，不就只是望着几眼，即感慨罢了。
现在回想，也好久没和家人聚在一起吃着小点，提着灯笼，闹着玩了。

原来，长大了就难免遭到这样的考验。。。

How will you measure your life?

Well, I watched a inspiring video today and I think that it is worth watching because you may find it links closely to you, your life and your after-life...

Therefore present to you "How will you measure your life" from Clayton Christensen

Human, as a creature of limited mind, often binds to the sense of hieraki, unconsciously.
We though that the more a person earns, the more succeed he or she is;
We though that the more a person involve in charity, the more holy he or she is or going to become;

HOWEVER, is that truly the truth?
How will you really measure your life? Is that really the way life is measured?
Does God measure you by the money you earn?
Does God measure you by the certificate you ever received?
Does God measure you by choosing the way you measuring yourself?


*If you don't think or not sure whether you are trapped by this sense of hieraki. Just have a flashback about how you treat the people happen to appear in your life. Well, that explains a lot of things in my life, especially when i look back how i treat people differently according to a hieraki in my mind.


Now, not to mention that everyone has different perspective in way or ways to measure our life. Even our parent, would have different opinion with us. Personally, there is few messages in the video above i'm agree with. First, we shouldn't focus on own achievement. In fact, God have put everyone of us in different situation, what we should do is make use of our character and ability to help the people around us.

Second, God don't measure us by the charity we have done. Nah, don't get into confuse or conflict. It is true we should make good use of ourselves to benefit people around so that our presence make difference to others. However, still this is the truth ----God don't measure us by the charity we have done. Often with our limited mind of hieraki, we taught the the more charity we done, the more the God is willing to open His heaven for us. But charity can't wash the record of sin. It is a topic about Sin vs Charity now.

Lets go on with some analogies. A criminal who killed is not allowed to wash his record by doing charity. A person who did a lot of charity is also inevitable to be judged too if he commit a sin.
THEREFORE, charity is obviosly not an aspect God measure us.

To be honest, i also used to measure myself with the knowledge i have, charity i have involved and joy i can bring to the people around. It is this limited mind keeps me away from understanding His grace.

8 For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— 
9 not by works, so that no one can boast.

Ephesians 2:8-9

 

Last but not least, it is inevitable we measure ourselves, but we have to understand the fact that God who is almighty don't use the same eyes of us to measure us. He don't even measures us, He loves us disregard how "valued" or "cheap" we are in human eyes. God bless..

同班同学的聚会

"哈哈哈！是吗？他还是一直被欺负哦？"
"他怎么一直在换学科呢？”
“他打从中学以前就很会弹钢琴，好欣赏他噢。”
噼里啪啦。。。。。。

同学聚会对我而言，就仅次于三八妇女会。
每个人都七嘴八舌，喋喋不休的，还来不及要回应，又有别的话题“脱口涌出”
时而说起某某人的八卦绯闻，
时而谈起某某人的过往。

如果你也曾留意，
有些人从坐上椅子后，
就不停的说，笑，
直到点的饭菜上桌后，
拿着碗筷，
仍在说笑着，
他的声音，
渲染着同桌朋友。。。。。。


有些人会反却安静地听着。
或许，
提到了不堪回首的过往，
或许，
觉得聊不下去了，
亦或许，
他在反思中。
听着某某人的境况，或现有的成绩，
他难免惭愧，觉得自己的生活并不精彩，成功，和积极。
他羡慕他人繁忙的时间表，
他羡慕他人艰难的工作，
他羡慕他人努力的成果。。。。。。

事实上，
就在这同桌中，
有些人向往轻松自在，
也有人向往认真上进，
两者都用不同的放大镜在看世界。
人，可以活得很轻松且潇洒，也可以拘谨有原则。

神造世人，
若每个人都是一个样的，
岂不无聊吗？
这样的神，
也未免太无创造力了吧。

一种米养百种人，
人各有志，
每个人也都有自己的道路，生活，故事。
可我们也该时时反省且提醒自己，
时间久了，我们
是否仍在追随对的东西，
是否仍在鞭策的道路上。。。。。。


听着听着，
竟已黄昏了。
回头才发现，自己偏离了过往鞭策的轨道。
真的是时间改变了我吗？
我不知道，
磚牛角尖想下去，无法带我回到轨道。
只知道，这场聚会好有意义。

同班的同学，
有时反成为我们的借镜，
让我们更看清自己。。。。。。

*感谢成为我借镜的朋友。