A random post XD

"Your mind must be stronger than your heart because your heart doesn't knows how to difference between what is right and what is wrong. " *Quoted from one of my friend's status on facebook.

My OS : No! you don't.. It is the heart that pumps blood and keep you living..XD
              HAHA, but your mind decide your living..

Given that,
Brain   =  Rasional
Heart  =  Emotional

Well, what is the ratio of this 2 elements in your life?

Hm,, personally, i prefer 2kg brain n 1 kg heart.. XD
Well, when emotions getting flood, i still have more of rational to choose my act.. hehe
BUT, emotion is still good..
It is flavoring to our life..
The peace, joy, passion.. (Well, i don't include "love" because it is an action rather than an emotion)

Hehe,
i would like to "touch" about the ration of soul and flesh too..
but in such case, i don't choose the ratio of 2:1..
Instead, 3:0... XD

but wait!
Which S.I unit that applied to soul? What about flesh?
haha..
be blessed peeps..

A worshipper

People worship in life.. either consciously or unconsciously..


Definition of worship :
show reverence and adoration for (a deity)

So,
some pay full adoration and reverence over money, some on Facebook, games, technology, coupling, boasting, or maybe friends..These eventually become the "deity" in their own life..which they found most important and essential.

However,
is such worships bear "fruit"?
We shall see it..

Then,
how should people worship God?

The English word "worship" comes from two Old English words: weorth, which means "worth," and scipe or ship, We can see the Old English word -ship in modern words like friendship and sportsmanship – that’s the quality of being a friend, or the quality of being a good sport.

So worth-ship is the quality of having worth or of being worthy. When we worship, we are saying that God has worth, that he is worthy. Worship means to declare worth, to attribute worth. Or to put it in biblical terms, we praise God. We speak, or sing, about how good and powerful God is.

New International Version (©1984)God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in spirit and in truth." John 4:24

There we know, in spirit and truth we worship the Al-Mighty and graceful God.

It doesnt matter where the worship takes place..

But what more important is, 

knowing who You are worshiping..

There is three kinds of worship. There is

1. worship that involves speaking, and
2. worship that involves listening, and
3. a worship that involves doing.

There is a worship that expresses the heart, and worship that involves the mind, and a worship that involves the body. There is a worship that is giving praise upward, a worship that is receiving instructions from above, and a worship that carries out instruction in the world around us.

We need all three types of worship. Some people focus primarily on speaking or singing praise to God. Praise is good, but if all we do is praise God, without ever listening to what he says, we have to ask whether we believe the words we are saying. If he is really all wise and all loving, then we need to be attentive to what he is telling us, because he is worth listening to.

Similarly, all talk and no action does not show God the respect he deserves. Actions speak louder than words, and if our behavior isn’t changed by God, then our actions are saying that God isn’t important — he’s a nice idea, but not relevant to our day-to-day lives. When we really believe that God is worthy of every praise, then we will be willing to listen and to change the way we live in response to such a worthy God. We will trust him and seek him and want to please him as much as we can. Worship should affect our behavior.

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And be reminded, when we talk of a "subject of person" , there is something wonderful in between,

which is a relationship, connection..

So, 

let's beware of what we worship and lift high;

let's live a life of worship, not worship as part of life;

let's grow..


Get closer and more alike to God
Be blessed..

holiday....soon!!! lol!

hmm, regardless of how terrible this sem seem to be to me.. it gonna end soon!

still have another 3 papers left..

Well, come to think of it..
time flies, people is aging..
thanks God i'm stil living..

LOL!!! have no idea of wat tis post is about..

Please spend sometime to pray for me

Hmm, i had just realize i have been walking in the spiritual dessert since last year,,
Same as the Israel, I harden my heart, to ignore His sound, but chase over flesh..

Am i weak?
if spiritual maturity and strength is define by number of sin, i am perhaps a weak one.
But surely He don't define like that..
He observe hearts..

Oh God,
sry that i always have 2 Gods inside my heart..
Although i knowing the root of flesh and sin, i still chase over them..
please help me...
i am helpless by my own..

The process is pain..
I got to face with the mess i did..
I am in credit to God..
Oh Father. Please give me the strength to walk firmly in You,
release me from condemnation...

Teach me how to love my family and You...
so that You can root in me too..

Im longing for healing from You..

Response to "Courageous"

I came up with the resolution of "relationship improving" to people around me starting of June.

Well, i thank God for how He lead me incredibly in this aspect since the moment i made up my mind..

The other resolution is to be responsible to myself, especially in my study and future career as a teacher...

Hmm, well, im still capturing and welcoming any picture that God want to put in my mind regarding this matter.. 

Knowledge is vital, but without wisdom it is jz a weapon without a appropriate user..

The month i put lot of effort in study, until I am part blinded, this came to my mind..

I was acting like the machine, to receive formula and format..

I had forget the root purpose of my life, 

Him, the reason..

Thanks God, bro Nic (pastor of HIM Kota Bharu) preached about "Courageous" this topic last Fri and  i have just finish watch the movie "Courageous" (a Christianity movie) too..

I have my own understanding and gaining despite the movie which emphasizing on father' role..

However, i want to be a courage warrior..

Despite discouragement,

Despite doubts,

Despite disappointment...

I lose temper and emotion easily,

and when i do,

hehe, i have no idea what to do too lol..

anyway,

Thanks God for once again,

use the little time tonight,

to put something in my mind,

since i can hardly open out myself for Him lately..

Tiring

Oh my, what a harsh days i have currently..
Camping, senamrobik...

Instead of enjoy the camping at pulau, im actually dislike outdoor activity.In-charging of the 1M1S1M senamrobik can barely drive me crazy n discouraged.

Well, cooperation is hard to achieve if there is no understanding..
Yet, i always wonder why is it hard to gain understanding among people of different races..

I don't mean to blame..
I kept on blame on education we had in Malaysia.
Not only the system, but the way the children being brain washed directly or indirectly..

Haiz, victims of education..


However, thanks God i still gt my cg members, which are still supportive and cheerful, though not all the time lol...
I feel released after have my dinner with them..

Well, God,
let me continue to believe and grow with tons of questions in my mind..
LEt the answer come at Your right timing..

Be courage, Be strong

Well, im glad tat i scored well in my 1st sem of degree..
3.91 is a remarkable result, but i do greed for better...

Result come from Investment..
When i do wan a good result, proportionally i would have to put in certain effort and invest enough time..
but somehow tat don't lead me to happiness, just simply satisfy.

For me,
achieving good things don't give the best damn happiness,
but sticking to the life goals and objectives..

Well,
It is my 1st year of degree..
I jz got the fire ignited..