Good bye to the Comfort Zone as well as Memory zone

Time is something special and incredible which human can always lose to him..
i believe, God is the 1 who cr8 the time and make the law of universe.

And now, i had to move myself to face the challenges and another stage of life.
I realize tat i was learning as well as discovering more n more in this period.
Thanks to those who encouraging me in my life.
Thanks for those gathering we had too.
Thanks God to let me had such memorable time..

I do still walk around my weaknesses,
there are still lot of things i can not handle well,
but indeed,
i had always forget tat how much blessing i had in my life..

Lastly,
i still could not say out wat are deep inside my heart yet..
i ll keep it in my heart temporary be4 i could found a way out..
ush..

My lord,
plz hold me tight in Your road..
Amen..

Ish..

I am bad temper, bla bla bla..

Define "TIME" as a speedy racer

At the 1st moment i was thinking of what to post up here, i was already left behind of time. Now, time is running faster and faster while i am typing.... with my slow pace and heavy mood.

How come i never being alert of my competition with time all this while since i born?
Nonsense question..
It is just because i didn't do what should i do at most of the moment.
So now, Past had past massively, left me gasping behind..

Whenever i am preparing stuff for my leaving and registration over Trg, i hardly had time to prepare for this coming dismissal. I hardly to prepare myself for the time over there..

I just asked my dad for get our family a full family photo within tis 2 weeks.
However, it fail..
It is not v possible for dad to take further leave to stay in Miri and take the full family photo that i had been wanted for so long..

hmm... hopefully we have a chance for that in futur.. >.<

Ready, Go! Terengganu..

Latest update:

I have been chosen as a student for maktab (institut pendidikan guru).
I have to go Terengganu for it.
It takes 5 and 1/2 year to finish the degree.
It is the 1st time for me to go out from sarawak lol..
kampung kia.. zzz

Well, my emotion are not in good condition recently..
i m still trying to control it.. zz i am a sentimental person actually..
i used to roar at my family recently..
perhaps feeling quite stress too.
reli bu she de a lot of things n person..
haiz, jia you ya jaiseng..

hold God tightly,
HE ll lead you de..
frens, plz remind me n wake me up whenever i forgot the Mighty God...

Who should i concern for? Which stuff should i give my passion in?

My life in f6 had start since 3 weeks ago.
It is not a long period,
i can hardly differentiate yesterday, today or even tomorrow since i could see the time is running out everyday.
I am not here to describe how busy or how hard it is a f6 life for me..
But i would like to say, it may consider as a life which is "half-blind" for me..

Well, i had to balance myself from time to time to prevent myself from getting lost.
A person who step in the trap of emo now may having difficulties to retake his or her courage and confidence. I am the 1 who is half drowning 1..

When i was paying my concern in the academic,
i found tat i used to concern about myself only.
Mayb it is my limit for now,
or mayb i used to act like a selfish 1 when i have to work hard to catch up the study. I really duno the reason, what i know is i have to break through this limit.

I found tat my passion had change eventually. I used to pay more passion in "snaking/resting" or "study" recently. I can sense the passion of mine to help others become weaker from day to day.. I'm quite afraid. I don't want to own by these kind of stuff.

No matter what happen, i have to take care of my health n emotion nicely for now..
Cause this 2 matter might influence One's feeling..I can't give up.. Life is a process for learning too, i hope i can had more better changes with God's leading..

I had been away n away from God..
Thats gonna make me down..
I reli wish i m wishing to glorify the Lord when i m helping others but not for own pride..

面对 "却步 vs 停留"

在一生中,
我们往往会面临挫折.

而在这过程中,
人会有情绪,
时有哀愁,
时有隐瞒.

我们却对这世界有错误的观念,
认为生活可以一帆风顺,
而上帝却没如此承诺.

若是能把自我关心,
扩大至关心更多有需要的人,
你将会发现,
自己想要的条件是奢侈.

活着,
我们有时会却步,
而最让人畏惧的是,
从此停留在那阶段,
走不出自己的阴霾与执着,
也看不见自己的盲点,
更找不到人来帮助自己..

人,
应要有健康的互动..
关心你忽略的人,
给他丰富的泉水,
只要用心,
你也可以...

For :
失望,绝望,无望的人,
尽管情况很糟糕,也会有转机的,
就在人类的视线极限 -- 盲点
转换一个思考模式,
或许你就看得到之前看不到的路... =)

愿神再次让你看见他奇妙的恩典,
洗净你蒙蔽的双眼..

How should i describe it?

The moment i am studying,
i am feeling good although have to finish lot of homework and prepartion..

HOWEVER,
i really less emphasize and hardly can concern on other things now..

I even less concern on other person and help them now...!

I feel quite desperate..

SAVE me God..